November.

Bye October, and hey November.
Still that, be good for me like pls?

B.U.T
no. you never be good for me!
I hate it! :(

It should need to be my favourite month as in it's my birthday month.
& oh, I never like you, Nov, 2011.

I wanna be good in this month,
I wanna be happy, be silly, enjoy much.
Things just not gonna work out in the month.
Suck much, right suck much.

I always thought, I could leave it all behind,
don't care too much, don't bother.
Just make myself to be happy.
I don't like myself, I don't like the kahyee gonna mad at herself in a small matter.
Don't like the kahyee could be cry so easily.
Dislike the kahyee being unhappy for a freaking small matter.
So not ky.

No expectations, no disappointment.
Helloh, this birthday, am not gonna expect.
Am not happy to be 19!
I need my teens life back.
I need my high school life back.
I need the ky whom not get mad in the high school.
I need the happy go lucky's ky back.
but why as people grown up, everything change.

Too much in my mind,
too little in the reality.
people are scary,
you don't know who you gonna treat with the true heart.
Scary. horrible. terrible.
& we, gonna stay tough.
that's life.

I dislike november,
until today. it's 8! :(