backontrack.

College started the first week.

Well, this is the very first time I don't feel like going back to college.

Just I enjoy my holiday mood until now.

Holiday mood still ONZ

study mood TuuuT Shut off.

Things haven't get back on track.
I just don't want to face the reality but
no anytime for me to waste.
This will be the harsh sem, I know.
I just don't want to come back and feel stress.
I can't handle all these things.
I ain't tough.

The first week, no stress yet am not happy.
Seeing the same faces, I don't know what react shall I give.
Enough. I don't want go back to the past.
Hiding myself in the corner,
I wanna be outgoing.
Never go around with one person only.

Be social a bit.
Get a pretty life and wonderful.
Enjoy college.
& so on.
Hope I could do this well.

Besides, you make me become mature.
Thanks god.
I am not going to put so much effort.
Just if you did put some effort on me.

still that, for me, boys are all the same