Birthday girl! (:

Group picture! (:
Spot her look! (:

Alaaah, camera shy!

Happy Birthday!

See yuen & the passer-by! LOL

See yuen & chor Han!

Sue Ping! (:

Sue Ping & See Yuen!

Mun Loong!!!!

Chok ; Secret secret! Shh...
My joke! My joke!
The funniest joke from me! (:

Han ah han! (:

Camera shy! (:

Candid!

Aaron, the driver!!!

More pics on facebook!

AAR concert was so so. I mean I din really enjoy due to some reasons. I think I've did some wrong decision on that day! I should not ditch my monkey, I am so sorry bout it! (: & I shouldn't follow .... *close topic* Waiting AAR come out make people pissed off! 45 minutes, no DJ came out! wtf, the concert real suck! But then, I was enjoying the last song, GIVE YOU HELL. well, thanks my monkey kahyen lah. Loves you much! (:

Kar Chun!

Victor! Duh duh duh,
the oh so new friend of mine! (:

Simply love this picture! (:

Know what?
Concert always make people sweat like hell,
& when we were in the high situation!

Fail! (:

Monkey Monkey! Loves you lots!

Girlssss (:

The group pictures!

Monkey!
*pointss to ...* inside jokes!

Dont take my pic! (:

More pics on facebook! (: loves/.

Graduation day. The worse part is always about the leaving! Am I sad? No, I am not because I know all of us will meet each other again! & not to forget! We, our class, 5P1 is always the top! The best of the best, no one can seperate us! Nothing gonna change my love for 5P1! Pics will be upload on facebook! (:

They always cheer me up! (:

The retard face & Yzheng & me me me! (:

The long lost nianny!
Nian! (:

& this,
The Ong Chang Meng.
I said : eyhh, I want take pic with chang meng lah, where is him?
KokChun&JunPoey : *scream* ChangMenggggg!
I said : Dennis Dennis, I got take pic with chang meng! hahahhahha!
Dennis the prince charming : LOL, you go cut your face out then sell it to little girls, can earn many money! *LOL*
The perfect boy, the perfect one, OCM!

Wong Fu Jian!!! (: hahah :D

The serdang gang! (:

5P1! come spot me! (:

Finally, the day come!
V = Yeah
Loves.

& oh,
thanks for the 2 years time!
5P1 the best of the best!

& this, Pn Lim Yoke Kheng!
LOL :D

They brighten up my high school life!
Come on guys, yam cha yam cha! (:

We always the craziest!
Making trouble for teacher is our job!
Making teacher shout at us is our entertainment!

& this is the last pic we took inside the class!
P1! Nothing gonna change my love for you all!

P.s/ More pictures on facebook!

xxx.

Hey loves,
Due to the boredom when I was studying the hell History, I flip through everything on my phone. Yea, I mean every single thing, include every single msg! (: I found out that my inbox and sent msg was flood by his text! & I found some msg and my tear drop down without notice me! Sigh.

-Fine then. Like i wanna break up like that. You can love boy guys now you are free. But i still love you- Sent by 15th of April 21:53
How much I hope that I will received this kind of msg from you again & again but dissapoinment always come toward me!
-Fine. Just wanna make love-
-I wanna make love can?-
How much I wish you will talk this kind of nonsense with me again, crapping and talking cock with me again! How much I wish I will answering your phone and talking like no one business for 3 hours long again? Memories always kill me! Do you know I miss you badly all the time when I was all alone?

Someone told me that I should be happy because I have you before, at least be with you before but she doesn't know that I rather I never know you before. I never feel the pain like this, I never love a person until I can think of suicide! You're the one who changes me, you're the one who teaches me every single thing bout love & you're the one who came into my life and walked out from my life as you like and turning my life upside-down! You're the only one who can always ruin my mood in a second or a singlr word!

Boy, I am tired of all of these. I am really tired! I used up all my way to make you look back and hold me back but everytime you broke it! Why can't you treat me nice like you treat others as well? Why are you always treat me in the way that I hate to? What about I am FongKahYee but others not? I am also a human right? Why I will lov you so deeply when everyone tell me that you don't deserve my love and you're worthless?

Half year, I said I will wait for you for 2 years. What a funny joke. I tell you, if you give me a signal that you will love me, I will wait you for years time but you didn't. Know what? You've hurt me so deep. You made me broke down and stand up by myself again and again! You made me feel hopeless again & again! You made me smile, laugh, cry, depress in the same time! Hoe could you treat me like this when you know that I am still love you!

No, everything has a full-stop there. As I said, I am tired. I know you will not love me anymore & so why I need to care about you again? It's pointless. I know that eveything I do I do it for you before but now, everything have change, I don't love you but I can't put somethings down and just you & me know what is the something! :(

Days to days, things always change in every single second, I am scare! Scare of falling into someone again! I scare of hurting like hell again! But god always playing poeple, once you scare, it gives you the thing. Ya, no doubt, I think I am falling for him, it's like I force myself not to think but things keep spinning around my head! Duh, I am going to control myself not to think much!

So what if I love you?
Will you notice?
No, you don't notice!
Ya, not to lie, I fall for you.
:) you know who you are (:

曾经拥有的，
变成如今的奢望。
曾经的感觉，
变成了如今的回忆。
曾经的爱情，
变成了如今的悲剧。
曾经期待的，
变成了如今的失望。
曾经的渴望，
如今已被遗忘掉。
曾经对你那浓厚的感情，
如今已灰飞烟灭。
曾经想挽回的，
如今已无能力。
曾经的曾经，
现在已变成了我最美好的回忆！

曾经的理所当然，
已变成了如今的渴望！

P.s/sometimes things might knock me down,
but I, I got to be strong! (:

Hey guys,
it's 4 am right now,
signing off,
bye.
tata.
Loves,
xs'os'

Labels: ♥s' stories. :)

Tuesday, November 3, 2009 . 11/03/2009 06:29:00 PM

View through many blogs,
& all form 5-ians almost blog about the same thing
& so I am here now! (:

Tomorrow will be our graduation day!
I never know that I will have this kind of feeling.
The feeling is just invade my heart & make me feel like crying!

I have gone through 17 years,
& this five years is the best year I ever have in my life,
the secondary school life!
I have gone through many things, many problems!
friendship, love, discipline, quarrels and...

Still remember,
I came from 1C2 and I felt scare,
because there is no one else I knew.
& so, I met new friends and so on.

Form2, in the super uber hyper class, C4.
Although many of 'em thought it was the last class and...
but for us, this class is the happiest class, craziest class ever!
We have fun, we fought with teacher and...

Form 3, I am still in C4 with bunch of friends.
The PMR year is still good.
PMR never end our hyperness & craziness.
The noisiest class I have been! (:

Till then, Form 4,
firstly I was in P5, then due to the fate,
I've changed to P1 and here the memories go! (:

4P1,
Still remember I am an outsider when I first step in to this class.
Looking all those strange faces, I feel scary,
I cried after I first day inside P1.
Because it was really scary, & I have no seat some more.
LOL.
Then, start to crap with those people around me.
& crapping here and there.

5P1,
I thought I will never love this class but reality tell me not,
I am actually love this class so freaking much!
The people inside can always cheer people up,
no matter what,
they all like no vexation!
The P1 kaki, always the craziest!
SPM is coming, for other classes,
the students are all studying,
but for our P1, who cares?
All facebook+ing everyday, crapping everyday!
Even in class, all of us never study,
never bother teacher,
but we are all fooling around with the camera and so on.
The outing that they plan,
the group that they create,
you will know how lovely our 5P1 is!
You will jealous if you are not the one of us! (:

Friendship!

I am happy I know all of you,
I mean all my friends!
What you all teach me,
what you all say,
& those diaries we wrote together before.
Friendship is always the killer for me! (:

Love!
Oh-M-Geee!
Who cares, who bother?
Easy come, easy go!
I am still remember who is my love before but...
hahaha :) I want to forget! (:
Five years,
he is the only one who I care lots,
he is the only one who I love most in my life,
he is the one who took away my many things,
he is the one I gave out almost my everything,
he is the one I devote too much to,
but what?
he never ever treasure it, never ever care!
So,
Tomorrow will be the end in both of us! :)

tata,
byeeee,
loves,
kahyeeeeee :)
xs'os'

Labels: Kisses;Gossips;Craps ♥, World's full of Party., ♥s' stories. :)

Monday, November 2, 2009 . 11/02/2009 12:09:00 AM

This world have too many happiness,
So I am not happy.
This world have too many grieved,
so I am not grieve.
In fact,
lonely,
I also don't want to be alone.

Don't talk about seperation,
I will not because of this and cry,
That is just a dream for last night.

Don't want to tell with a will or not,
I will not because of this and take a heart,
That is just a game for last night.

That is just a game and a dream,
Although your shadow still appear in my eye,
But inside my heart do not have you for some time already.

That is just a game and a dream,
Do not grasp the fragmentary love remain it here.
Inside the world of two poeple,
you do not ought to exist.

Oh, why still saying part from and say what about being together,
Nowadays even though do not have you,
I am still myself!

Say what this love will stay constant or unswerving ever,
Say what I love you,
Nowadays I do not have you as before,
I am still myself!

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